I’m experiencing the extreme uncomfortableness working on my recovery. There are times when it seems like a pinball machine is going absolutely crazy in my mind with my thoughts and emotions. I didn’t ask for this education, I’m learning about this through necessity for my own wellbeing and healing. The merry go round doesn’t stop for me doing the difficult work going through this grueling infidelity recovery. If I allow myself to stop then I will be defeated without giving it my all. I don’t like the “pity party.” Every tiny bit of momentum that keeps pushing me forward into the uncomfortableness of this infidelity/SA journey is a step forward. I’m thankful for the encouraging messages that are presented in AR. Thank you Samuel.