My husband has told his affair partners that he has never loved me and that he loves them. He has told them he wishes I would hurry up and die. I have terminal brain cancer. He has told them I am disgusting and I contribute nothing to our marriage. Just a short list of things he has said. I can’t seem to get the, “I wish she would hurry up and die”, out of my head. The rest I understand is probably just things that are said during the fantasy stages of an affair.