I am having a difficult time with this week’s lessons in EMSO and HFH, Restoring Intimacy and Reconnecting respectively. My wife has an aversion to kissing, Vaginismus, and Hypoactive Sexual Desire Disorder (HSDD), which can't be fixed with testosterone and estrogen or anything else apparently since we have tried almost everything. So where some spouses eventually may get desire for their mate in that way mine never will. On top of that my love language is physical touch and she doesn’t like that either, giving or receiving, unless it is static and does not tap, rub or squeeze. She has stated I need to be okay with that if we are going to stay together. I'm not okay with that and this week is not helping me want to stay together especially since she is pressuring me to get her a short term apartment. How do I move forward knowing I may never have fulfilling physical intimacy with my wife?