My husband travels for work and has had at least three affairs that I know of. Two physical and one he claims to only be emotional but I don’t believe him. We are 1 month out of the third affair D-Day and we went to EMS Weekend. He is also in counseling. My problem is that he is not giving me access to all of his accounts. I have some of them, but not all. He communicated with his affair partners on a company cell phone. He is not willing to get these records for me because they are company issued phones. My gut tells me he has been unfaithful our entire 20 year marriage. I just don’t know what to do.