Since discovery of my husband's affair, I find him truly repulsive. He would fly down a college girl friend every month and meet her at a hotel for sex.

Looking at him makes me queasy as I see him as a sleaze and liar. He is truly remorseful and is willing to do anything to save our marriage.

We have small children and I am trying to wrap my head around his disgraceful behavior. I fear that I can only see him now as the slime he has been for the last two years...I can't imagine ever seeing him in another light.

Is this normal?

Discovery was four months ago and I have found myself wanting to just keep my distance from him.