I loved this and John led our

I loved this and John led our group at EMS last year and he was so helpful. We are two years out and I can relate to his feelings as a betrayed male (even though I am a betrayed wife). That feeling of starting to settle into life and this new marriage and sometimes thinking wait..... is this really what I wanted?!? When the emotions were running rampant at the beginning I wanted the connection/then would rage. Now I’m just blah sometimes? Is that normal?