I am grieving after being cheated on emotionally with a girl younger and as slim as Iused to be before our child. He apparently does not remember this.
Anyway, he is going to visit her country now and insists it is not for her but just to go on holiday. I know he is lying. He says he wants to work things oit aftet some time but he had not really taken responsibility.
He does not get what he had done nor does he want to. I don't even get why part of him wants to hold on to me. It's baffling. And annoys me at the same time.
I have left the home we lived together but i am yet to sign our relationship off. I think he wants to pursue her and come back if they don't work out.
I find that grief goes hand in hand with hope. I am grieving but I havr hope of the time it will have gone away. For me, the whaling I do once a day is me letting my soul heal. I mention all the things i feel and fear to God.
And I know he has my back. I know doors close for new ones to open. Whatever new ones those will be.
My partner says he will take the affair analyzer when he is ready. Part of me is hopeful but part of me realises this is probably all up to the AP even though he claims he doesn't want to be with her as much as I think he does.
My resolution is to take care of me and let him be. I will also be signing the papers as he has shown me who he is. I need to stop waiting for something different.
Grief
I am grieving after being cheated on emotionally with a girl younger and as slim as Iused to be before our child. He apparently does not remember this.
Anyway, he is going to visit her country now and insists it is not for her but just to go on holiday. I know he is lying. He says he wants to work things oit aftet some time but he had not really taken responsibility.
He does not get what he had done nor does he want to. I don't even get why part of him wants to hold on to me. It's baffling. And annoys me at the same time.
I have left the home we lived together but i am yet to sign our relationship off. I think he wants to pursue her and come back if they don't work out.
I find that grief goes hand in hand with hope. I am grieving but I havr hope of the time it will have gone away. For me, the whaling I do once a day is me letting my soul heal. I mention all the things i feel and fear to God.
And I know he has my back. I know doors close for new ones to open. Whatever new ones those will be.
My partner says he will take the affair analyzer when he is ready. Part of me is hopeful but part of me realises this is probably all up to the AP even though he claims he doesn't want to be with her as much as I think he does.
My resolution is to take care of me and let him be. I will also be signing the papers as he has shown me who he is. I need to stop waiting for something different.