I just read your post and I can relate so much to your pain, especially from your spouse's disconnect and distance. We are 4 years into our journey and I'm still living with a spouse who cannot or will not open himself back up emotionally and physically to me. We've been married for 33 years and are both strong Christians. I also do not know where things will take us but I do know that God is in control and I am only in control of how I show up to my husband and my words and actions. I cannot control him or anyone else. It's a hard, lonely road and my heart aches daily.
Feeling your pain
I just read your post and I can relate so much to your pain, especially from your spouse's disconnect and distance. We are 4 years into our journey and I'm still living with a spouse who cannot or will not open himself back up emotionally and physically to me. We've been married for 33 years and are both strong Christians. I also do not know where things will take us but I do know that God is in control and I am only in control of how I show up to my husband and my words and actions. I cannot control him or anyone else. It's a hard, lonely road and my heart aches daily.