Thank you for this...

Reading this makes me feel like I’m not alone on this horrible roller coaster ride of recovery. Although I chose to stay on this ride, there are times I just want it to end. To get off and never get on again.

I too from early on stated that it was not “real life” and my husband and AP were living in a fantasy world.

Sometimes I feel so alone on this journey then I read things like this that make me feel like I’m not alone. It’s normal to have the feelings that I have even after a lot of time has passed. I feel it’s hard for my husband to understand what I’m going through with the triggers and thoughts.

Thank you for making me feel like I’m not alone.