Forgiveness

Thank you once a again for these excellent articles. It offers me some strength and relief to know that someone understands exactly how I feel, never more so than the words on the price of forgiveness. It is 4 months since discovering years of deception in my 31 year marriage. I think that the pain I am living through each day has not even begun to touch the depth of my sorrow as the world as I thought I knew it collapses around me. I do not know if I am able to pay the price of forgiveness. I am thinking it is most likely too costly. My children need a sane strong mum and the situation that the bad choices made secretly and repeatedly by my husband are not in the best interests of my mental health.