Thank you for your response and kindness. We have to find a new 'normal'. The status quo has shifted. Slowly slowly I am beginning to understand how this catastrophe happened. To believe there was a reason but no excuse and to somehow surprisingly reconcile myself to the reality of now. I have raged, ranted, cried and been sleepless for 36 hours at a time. One of the best things I did was to write obscene limericks about the OW and shown them to my husband. I did not know how liberating this could be until I read them out loud. Try it! We do the best we can.
Thank you
Thank you for your response and kindness. We have to find a new 'normal'. The status quo has shifted. Slowly slowly I am beginning to understand how this catastrophe happened. To believe there was a reason but no excuse and to somehow surprisingly reconcile myself to the reality of now. I have raged, ranted, cried and been sleepless for 36 hours at a time. One of the best things I did was to write obscene limericks about the OW and shown them to my husband. I did not know how liberating this could be until I read them out loud. Try it! We do the best we can.