Eye opening

As a female BS, I found it hard to read what you wrote, at first, but then, it really brought some healing to my broken heart. You admitted you were selfish and even though you were lost you admitted to throwing away the map.
I wish my husband’s last AP had thought this way. It’s hard to believe that women can be so selfish, so cold, so cruel. This woman hurt my children who have various disabilities and I find it hard after several years now not to wish great sorrow on her and a trip to hell for her beyond.
It hurts to feel this way about another human being because I’ve always been such a loving, gentle soul.
I think it’s worse for people like me who love and think well of even the seemingly worst people.
I’m not waiting on her apology, suffering, or life change to go own, but some times it just hurts