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Hi Elizabeth. We did the Bootcamp and I won the Harboring Hope class. He won't do anything else because it's faith based and he's an atheist. I would love to do EMS weekend, but the finances won't allow it and I really don't feel he'd be all in anyway. We are in MC and both of us in IC. I have been told by our MC/IC therapist that I need to learn how to think and speak because if I don't do it properly he might "bolt", as she puts it. She's told me he's owning it so I should be grateful. He's working a bit, but I really don't feel she can handle our situation. I can't change therapists because he doesn't want to start all over again as we've been with her for over a year. I'm soooo frustrated. My gut tells me there are things I don't know, but maybe I just can't rely on instinct any longer. Thank you for your prayers, they mean a lot to me. Thank you for sharing your story. It truly helps to know I'm not alone. I still speak to a couple ladies from my group and they have been keeping me sane by just listening. It's all so confusing. 🤔