My husband's betrayal has

My husband's betrayal has changed me. I was a securely attached, creative, fun-loving, independent woman. I didn't worry all the time and I was mentally stable.
Now I'm so anxious. I question things I never questioned before. What he's doing, where he's going, what he's thinking. I question who I am. I'm anxious about our future together or our future apart. I'm anxious about how this is all affecting our adult children. I'm worried about money.
I'm so uncreative. That really bothers me. I used to bake, and sew, and knit, and build furniture, and upholstery, and create games. I just can't bring myself to do anything like that anymore. Plus I'm isolated. Moving away from all of my friends. Not that I have shared anything with them.
For now I'm concentrating on finding community. I need to feel more like myself. I need to talk more about it. I need to find people that understand.