I really believed I was all alone in this terrible, devastating desert I've been forced to walk through.....Ive done sooo much reading and blog time- 100s of hours trying to heal myself of the betrayal trauma. After 5.5 months of hell the betrayal keeps coming. My unfaithful husband actually went 3 months and 4 days with supposedly no contact then after he made a stupid decision that continues to show he's not wanting to try to reconnect with me I blew up and asked him to leave for a while.....what does he do but call his AP and try to hide the fact by using a phone that we, his wife and kids, cant track usage. I don't think I can take much more. He will say he's sorry but I promise you- there is no remorse. He is so stuck in the selfish attitude that I am to blame for everything. My teen kids are soo disgusted with him. I am devastated, praying 24/7. Is it really over? Should I walk away? God please let me know. My heart breaks for ALL of you who are in this horrible state with me.
I really believed I was all
I really believed I was all alone in this terrible, devastating desert I've been forced to walk through.....Ive done sooo much reading and blog time- 100s of hours trying to heal myself of the betrayal trauma. After 5.5 months of hell the betrayal keeps coming. My unfaithful husband actually went 3 months and 4 days with supposedly no contact then after he made a stupid decision that continues to show he's not wanting to try to reconnect with me I blew up and asked him to leave for a while.....what does he do but call his AP and try to hide the fact by using a phone that we, his wife and kids, cant track usage. I don't think I can take much more. He will say he's sorry but I promise you- there is no remorse. He is so stuck in the selfish attitude that I am to blame for everything. My teen kids are soo disgusted with him. I am devastated, praying 24/7. Is it really over? Should I walk away? God please let me know. My heart breaks for ALL of you who are in this horrible state with me.