It has been 6 years since I discovered my husband’s affair. He has never told me anything or said he was sorry. He won’t admit he did anything wrong and he says it was all my fault. I had no choice, he wanted a divorce. He just married his affair partner of about 20 years. I just keep finding out new things all the time. I wish I could hear from a woman that went through what I did that doesn’t have a good ending of staying with your husband. I can’t see a happy future for me unless I remarry. I hear no stories of women who lost their husbands and never remarry or find someone else to love. Can I hope for a better future?