Q&A Why Does It Seem That It Is Getting Harder to Overcome the Betrayal? To watch the video please purchase a subscription to the Recovery Library. To watch the video, please purchase a subscription to the Recovery Library.Gain unlimited access to over 1,800 articles and expert Q&A videos.Already a Recovery Library member? Log in to listen to the full recording.Question: Why does it seem that it is getting harder to overcome the betrayal? It has been 4 months and a few days since D-Day, we went to EMSW, I am in Harboring Hope, but I feel like I am at week one..I am between a love and a hate relationship with my husband. I feel like I should have kicked him out of the house.. his birthday is coming up, which is the first time that they did have sex, so I do not want to celebrate. What is holding me back? I don’t think I can ever forgive him for this? Sections: Leslie and John's callsRL_Category: For The Hurt SpouseHow to ForgiveIntrusive ThoughtsQ&A Recovery LibraryRL_Media Type: Video