Its has been almost three years since D-day. I feel different inside and don't foresee ever getting back that feeling I had before finding out about the affair. It was an emotional affair that lasted for 20 and a half months. "Friends" it makes me sick to hear that word. The lying the betrayal nothing compares, and unfortunately my husband uses bullying as his tactic to "make it go away." Everything is a trigger I totally agreed with Betrayed. I need a cell phone but that was the primary weapon of our marriages destruction. How do you continue with someone that makes you happy and empty at the same time? How do you get that feeling back, that comfort and happiness, feeling special? I read everyone's comments and even people who proudly say they survived and are happy years later are still not 100%, they still read blogs and comment about surviving the trauma, they still live it.
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Its has been almost three years since D-day. I feel different inside and don't foresee ever getting back that feeling I had before finding out about the affair. It was an emotional affair that lasted for 20 and a half months. "Friends" it makes me sick to hear that word. The lying the betrayal nothing compares, and unfortunately my husband uses bullying as his tactic to "make it go away." Everything is a trigger I totally agreed with Betrayed. I need a cell phone but that was the primary weapon of our marriages destruction. How do you continue with someone that makes you happy and empty at the same time? How do you get that feeling back, that comfort and happiness, feeling special? I read everyone's comments and even people who proudly say they survived and are happy years later are still not 100%, they still read blogs and comment about surviving the trauma, they still live it.