It’s been almost two years since I found out my husband was unfaithful. Unfortunately the way I found out was through a call from my doctors office saying I had an STD. Ever since I still don’t know what he did. He was on deployment and claims that he was drunk and doesn’t remember anything. I’ve spent this time to focus on my relationship with God and my own personal recovery. He has lied from the beginning of our relationship so there is absolutely zero trust. He took a lie detector test and failed but wants to take another. I’m exhausted and weary from doing this dance of what’s true and what’s not. Please help.