I don't know what to believe. My husband has had a porn problem most of our 23-year marriage. He looked up all of his ex's and hook-ups. He tried to talk to any girl to see if he would get something. On 6 hook-up apps. Had a emotional affair in 2016 he didn't remember when or how long. And had two emotional affairs in 2021. He did not end any of them. He only admits to things I have proof of. Trickle truth, lied, and he has no compassion or empathy. He acts like he has done nothing wrong. I don't know how to believe in him. Or should I even believe in him? The first D day was July 9. There have been 9 d-days since then. The last one 2 weeks ago.