It's been almost 4 months since the D-day, Nov 14/2016. My unfaithful husband has been very remorseful. He has had depressions from his affair and has been on medicine. He also has had severe panic attacks. I still do not feel interested in him and have no desire for him. I even still feel him so disgusting and I asked him not to touch me and kiss me. I know this hurt him very much. But I am apathy. What should I do?