I am a betrayed husband. My wife has had multiple affairs in the last 13 years and I have tried to keep the marriage together. I finally had enough. I filed for divorce and she wants to stay together. We've been married for 23 years. Financially, a divorce will destroy me and I will pay for alimony for the next 23 years or longer. I don't want to stay but can't afford to leave. Can I ever feel love again for her if I'm feeling trapped in this marriage? What if she continues to have affairs?