My unfaithful husband has had many sexual affairs, emotional affairs, had sex with prostitutes, sex in our home, and had 100's of online affairs. His therapist has said he is not a sex addict. I have had several D-Days since 2015. I am only staying married to him because of our children. I have no love, respect or compassion for him. How can he look at me and tell me loves me? How can he say he ever loved me? How am I supposed to look at him and see someone other than an abusive, lying, cheating person?