Q&A How do I Accept This as my Life?

Question

How do I accept that is is now my life?

We have been married for 13 years. I found out about the deep emotional affair that turned physical in May 2014. Today, I still have not been able to accept that my husband was so entagled in an affair with someone 26 years younger than him. He had sex with her in our home and gave her things that was mine. Now, he says sorry & he cannot believe he ended up in that affair and that he wants to be the husband...